i could have told you, but i spent too many hours holdin your hand
watching our troubles go pass. watching it all just surround us
and seein it all come fast.

well just cause i got what i wanted
just cause i found what felt right
it feels like i shouldnt
shouldnt have met you
shouldnt have met you
just for that night

i couldnt have wondered, but i crashed, sailed right into sand
watching us stumble and just watching you tell me itd be alrite.
Well now all of that was just a cast.

theres been too many emotions, too many waves
too many sicknesses to feel in a week
all i wanted was to hold you
if i could hold you just until the waves drown
until the waves drown

well just cause i got what i wanted
just cause i found what felt right
it feels like i shouldnt
shouldnt have met you
shouldnt have met you
just for that night

but i wish i could hold you
just until the waves drown. until the waves drown
this may be the last time....unless the waves drown

im scattered. the weekend was interesting. i guess ill write verse


man this shits been tippin it off, all of her,    shes around me
im feelin numb from the life, but shes got the drug--makes me live
so much of that, its like i fucked up
but man i know its why i live, strait trickin me, cuz im all around me
been alone cause theres four of me,      tears--i swear its like you tapped my wrist

you lift up the world with your life
but the chance will cry from your eyes    -   fly

see me here, im holdin us up like beats in deaf measure,    that you sob
but look closer, us is holdin the beats like a crutch
yeah now we fucked up, and im suckin it up, but somethins wrong with you -   know
i fucked it up -   know

you lift up the world with your life
but the sad flow right from your eyes
theres always left - right, but im just sore
chin up that face or ill beat


that was scattered.
the stars still throw em apart

Ribbon

I knew there along
under...gone, your sorrow's sewn, inside a loop
you will hide behind you so, i hide you
undergone the sorrow sewn, inside to your lung
to lace the care away
to lace the care away
i will you... to keep.
and ill know that i shoved you in, tight

ill keep safely all i know
all i know, we wore matchstick red

we are tied but we never burn white

theres should keep with you near
and hold the cup away
away from what you have seen
and catch what others believe
no foolish, nothing more, that you need
cuz you mark yourself in color
and spit what they will teach
remaking and remold, so theres no more you
remember that i kept hold of you
till you disappeared...

theres should keep with you near
and hold the cup away
away from what you have seen
quickly you'll catch your tears
no fervor, nothing more, from what you have sewn
a face that i have dreamt
when you spat in reflection, for relent
rekoning and refold, and throw in waste
forget till your you, but youll never...
cuz you disappear